Drunk anime girl has an existential crisis in VRchat

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VRT0ASTayy : "Imagine 1000 Years from now if humanity doesn't nuke it's self" - Drunk Anime girl 2018

jennypenny : This was sincerely beautiful

αle : Last part actually made me tear up a bit "I just want to think that something great is in those voids... and i'm real" That made sense af even if he's drunk

Helen Aliabadi : This video said so many memorable things I've compiled a list: "You are not human... that's okay, I don't mind. You're still a mind." "But you are still a person to me here right now who is talking to me." "It's just so mind boggling that I have actually [been] born at a time when it's possible to talk with people all around the world. So you can just imagine what kind of [a] world we're [going to be] living in, in like one thousand years or so if humanity doesn't nuke itself." "Nobody can say for sure that free will exists because if the reality we are living in, if that is completely deterministic -- and we can't know that but if it is -- then our free will... it's a really beautiful thing." "You should question everything, you know? Even if humans think that they have cracked the source of code of creation, they won't have cracked that. We are not outside observers of this reality, you know? We don't have [a] third person perspective of this. We are just existing here and pondering. And that's beautiful." "But there are these real gems of human moments that occur despite the context in which they occur, and it's just a crazy thing to be a part of." "It's so horrible to think about, that someone will actually create minds like us. It's completely cruel to let a human being exist for over one hundred years. We would just lose our minds." "Somewhere there is a limit and somewhere, in the hundreds or in the thousands of years, you would just want to pull the trigger and just be gone." "These are just thoughts in my mind and I have to let them out someday." "I really appreciate the fact that you guys are listening to me. I love you guys, I really do." "I just want to think that something great is in there, in those voids. And I'm real."

Kool aids : This channel has changed me. Seeing military bird, and Jordan, and middle school Sans with the zebras in his front garden. I feel more in touch with people. I want to become nicer and okay with the world. "If someone hates you, don't hate them."

Mr.Pat : I want to hug this guy irl

Jdog : That moment When you click on a video expecting to get a few laughs but instead come to the verge of tears and start thinking deeply about life

ParanormalMoon : “I know it’s crazy, but I want to think that there’s something great out there, in those voids.... ... ....... and I’m real.” - drunk philosophical man on vrchat 2018

TemmyToa : Fun fact: The avatar he is using is from a movie called Expelled from Paradise, in which most of humanity has in fact been digitized and stored on a satellite orbiting Earth. Kind of makes sense.

ttvquancha : When he said " and i'm real " that shit hit me like a truck. Anybody who's lived in this day and age has had conversations whether were drunk or high and have these conversations that are hard to talk about when we are sober. Were more open to being vulnerable and I love it we express our selves more openly and it's great to realize that their are people out there that think or even be in the same level with you just to understand you more. I love talking to people when i'm drunk i'm not an alcoholic but I do find it the best way to open up and also bring up topics that aren't usually broght up in normal circumstances. I think it would be great to go out and grab a drink with this dude sounds like his a genuine person and probably a great person to talk to drunk AF omegalul.

s a m p l e t e x t : That was absolutely beautiful.

Cherri likes coffee : I go on discord voice channels, and sometimes when the chats get dead, people end up talking about their lives, and normal stuff, and it's great when that happens, because for once, i don't feel alone on this planet. We're all just talking into our shitty microphones, miles, states, countries away, and, im glad I can be a part of that, like, just actually speak to somebody and feel like i know them after 30 minutes to a few hours of talking to them. Sometimes I just get really sad, and then some guy joins a voice channel, just being really nice. I remember one time I said i wasn't too good at something, and he said stuff about how if I kept trying, I'd get better. They always tell us that in school, but, it never sank in for me because its just some guy on the white board being projected there. With that guy on discord, it was different. He was really down to earth about it, and thats why it actually sank in. People say the internet is toxic, but, they don't tell you about all the people that are so kind, even with their anonimity allowing them to just mess with people. They don't tell you about the people who can make you feel good about yourself though a two dollar microphone from somewhere that could be half way across the world. They don't tell you about the people that are so far away, yet you feel so close to.

Freeden : That final shot in this is just so perfectly cinematic. Sometimes things just line up so perfectly, and the music, combined with your POV turning towards space and his final words just line up so well and beautifully together, it's like some kind of movie finale.

RainbowWolf : *The New Steven Hawking*

DropBombs Mv : I wish i could find a group of people like this guy. Friday night, you have your 6 pack and your friends are already online. The whole night you all drink, laugh, talk about real life or whatever. It would make for some great memories.

Brodbrody : The way that long pause and turning to the dinosaur at the end gave me chills.

PeteTheBush - RBLX : Came to laugh, went out crying.

R M : That anime girl is from the movie "Rakuen Tsuihou (Expelled from Paradise)" and in it the humans are actually just human minds converted into datas and transferred into a huge hard disk because they were waiting for the earth to be habitable again after an apocalypse or something like that, something like what he talks about at 4:00

sophie : Can I just hug everyone right now?

Jani K : This guy is from Finland 👍👍 #torillatavataan

Mr. Got That : "Yeah but I'm not human..." "Well you are not human okay" This gave me life.....

WMan37 : 3:23 is a good point. VRChat is really interesting. You can see many aspects of humanity recorded and documented in this one application. I've seen from mob mentality with the ugandan knuckles thing and the hank hill police thing. I've seen stories of people who have faced hardship and come out a nice person from it like the korean military bird talking about his brother's death. I've seen people humoring an innocent kid behind an adorable cat avatar that in a way, kinda reflected their personality. I've seen people stopping all the shitposting they're doing to try and do everything they can to help someone who had a seizure in front of them, and how the assholes who don't really care are much smaller in number than negativity bias and mainstream media would have us believe. And now I've seen a drunk man behind an anime waifu avatar talking about what it means to be a consciousness. The more I see videos like this, the more I "get" the appeal of VRChat, when I didn't initially. _"You mean you just walk around and talk to people? That's it?"_ but like, slowly, I'm understanding through all these videos that get uploaded. Especially the ones on this channel that always find their way to me via my friends.

SladeBallard : you're not human, that's ok, you're still a mind

Luz Naranjo : wow i uh i have never heard anyone say something actually considerd really deep but this, a lot of this is actually scary and he isn't bullshiting what he is saying, and saying for attention or to sound deep etc, this is actully something (atleast some of these things) ive thought about and its scary, i can feel fear, real fear, if you dove to deep and over thought this, it could drive you mad having to accept the reality of things. We don't know all the answers and we don't know where were going, and thats scary. Maybe this sounds preachy and cheesy but i just want to say, the stuff he said scares me, because this is a thought other people also have, to know that you are lost and that it can happened to anyone with that mindset. That probably made no sense but whatever, good video and i hope the best for that guy.(im not editing this anymore cause im to lazy so if there is grammatical error or spelling error oh well)

Apalagi08 : 5:46 I can't see the man's face behind that dinosaur avatar, but i can totally imagine his speechless face behind the Dinosaur's face.

Izaya Evarez : Drunk people always talk about existence like this. Like why can't we be like this normally? Why is it considered depressive or whatever to talk about this? This the stuff I love listening and talking about!! This dude is cool and I'm glad y'all listened to him!! I love it when my friends listen to me talk like this!! I'm not being depressed, I'm being curious!! I'm glad y'all let him speak his mind!! And I'm with him. I have all these thoughts in my head, and I don't like being the only one to bear witness to them. I want to share them. I also don't mind having my mind put into a machine. I don't have to have my sense of self anymore and be like an animal - pure instinct. LoL!! But I guess that's no different than saying "you kicked the bucket", huh? A new way to die is what that sounds like - transferring your mind from a human body to a computer body. Because that literally proves you always exist. Especially if your sense of self now is derived of electrical impulses. Couldn't those impulses be existing elsewhere in the universe? Who remembers that Futurama episode where Bender met that consciousness made out of a galaxy? LoL!! That's gonna be us I know it!! Or it could be!! Couldn't it? A random assortment of things put together. The universe could be large enough to where the actual universe itself is a giant brain and we're just the dream characters of the sentient existence that is the universe. What's the point of wanting to know why we were created though? Has that been asked? What are we trying to find out? And what would change from all this knowledge? Like would we just stop trying to make money. Would fun become space travel? And what of life? We do what we do, but even if we had stuff like 3D printing, and maybe interstellar travel, what's the point of all that? Life seems to be about living random things and learning that you can make whatever you want of those things regardless of who you are. Dunno, but that's just me. Oh yea, that dude got me thinking!! I love people like that!! They always get me thinking about cool stuff!!

ThreeSyxOh : I cried. The awe in his voice, the hopeful outlook, and the true human moment. I really needed this right now. Thank you. "I just want to think that something is in there. In those. Voids. And I'm real." I will carry that phrase for the rest of my life.

Mimick _Ow : There are some people that just can't stop thinking about things and it's a blessing and a curse. Because your own thoughts can sometimes drive you mad.

Gierom guy_does_nothing_productive : This literally made me tear up, especially the ending statement "im real". No kidding

ReesesSkater : I give you credit for subtitling the whole damn thing.

National Graham Cracker : I've never heard somebody talk about such a topic, drunk, on VR Chat, and dressed as an anime avatar. This is a topic that I can get bored of but this man was just so interesting. He seemed so passionate. I'm so glad we have VR Chat because it's not only just a goof-around type game. It has real people, real lives, and real emotions.

Ester Shelby : He’s 100% from Finland

Fanty del : Us finns, we play games, we get drunk, think about life, sleep, repeat

Cemil PCMR : Finally someone can understand me, a drunk anime girl

trycoldman23 : Learning more about Philosphy in VR Chat than by reading Steven Hawking books

Sam Levy : I clear my YouTube history after watching Vsauce videos. This guy just shared his/her deepest thoughts with total strangers on VRchat. I will likely never know this person's name, but they have shown more courage here in the span of 6 minutes than I usually show over the course of a few weeks, I respect them immensely for this.

Zeira Omdourman : The end is so fucking beautiful

shmless : this guy makes me want to treasure all the moments I had a genuine conversation in vrchat. I wouldn’t trade the time I talked to a pikachu that sounded like a 25 year old man discussing about pop culture and the pokemon movie for all the rarest gemstones in the world.

Shuzzo : Neon Genesis Ethanolion

MountainRain : This is beautiful holy shit

Sol Animations : I find comfort in drinking Getting wasted and so messed up When i do I cant lie to anyone Myself Nothing but the truth And Pain It feels amazing to just talk and to say something And people look at you and they know your wasted and they take it in a laugh or listen which is amazing because when your Normal And try to tallk they Wont listen They will look at you with nothing but discomfort I think thats why my mom did what she did So she didnt have to hide From herself To just let everything out and Cry Since you have so many reasons to cry but Thats the one reason theyll accept without you being ridiculed So you can cry just cry and talk and think and look at nothing but the truth as you percieve it in your reality To say a word and mean somthing to yourself to think of something and know to cry withought any fear to be you without lying But then agian Im just wasted Should i be ashamed To be real

-/p l u t o/- : i'm definitely not the kind of person who cries very often but that ending had tears rolling down my face. literally bless this man i hope he has a good life

NINJA's Depression : This. This is the kind of thing that makes it all worth it.

Juksu : Omg.... This user is finnish 100% sure finnish. I'm finnish and that accent just screams Finland.

Beary Boy : I regularly come back when I'm in a crisis to calm me down and rethink life

Viper : I don’t know why but I think his voice suits his avatar really well

Emily : I wish I had vrchat 😢😢😢😢

sepes97 : Suomi mainittu. Torille! Finnish man after bottle of vodga.

MrBloxNoob : "Somewhere there is a limit and somewhere, in the hundreds or in the thousands of years, you would just want to pull the trigger and just be gone." I just cried after hearing this because i tried to kill myself after my girl friend left me but al least she found a person that is better than me. Syrmor have keep me up and running he always make me happy. I just have to say Thank You Syrmor for saving me.